withlove

i spent more than an hour figuring out my classes for next semester. i’m excited knowing that i have a direction to go in. i’m still undecided with my major but i’m leaning towards english. i’m not sure exactly what kind of occupation i can have with that but i know that’s something i really like. i like reading and analyzing and i lovelovelove to write. i guess picking that major is more passion-driven then career. ahh i hope it works out. i’m just trying to get through community college as quickly as possible.

i love all this time we’re spending together. i feel a lot closer to you than i ever did before. i really didn’t think it was possible for me to love someone as much (if not more) than D but i think i do. even though we don’t have as much in common, and we don’t spend as much time together as D and i did, i’m still so in love with you. obviously so, because i’ve put up with so much of your crap this past year. it’s the deep side of you that keeps me around.

it’s a little tiring playing this hide and seek game with my parents. it’s cool not having to hear the nagging and complaints but i feel a little empty. i still think she is being unfair. i’ll always think that. you might think it’s just teen rebellion but i know fairness and this definitely is not it. but it’s the holiday season and i can’t hibernate in my room all month. someone’s going to have to make the first move, AND IT’S NOT GOING TO BE ME!

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